What You Desreve

I want to see you get kissed,  get licked, get tongued,  and teased. I want to see it happen all at once.  I want to see you and them I’ll have nothing but your gazeYour eyes on me, their bodies on yours.   I want to see what happens When you finally get what you…

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Goodbye

In this moment, as you lay dying – if that’s what you’re truly up to, I feel nothing. No sadness for your suffering, no remorse for your demise, no instinctive guilt. In fact, I’m more moved by my embarrassment of feeling nothing than I am affected by the thought of your loss. Who were we…

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Grief Work

In this moment I’m filled with sadness. I mourn the lives I never lived. I long for realities that could have been. In another dimension I have a loving mum. She hugs me and holds me when I hurt. She doesn’t cause the hurt. She mends my broken skin, wielding nothing but tourniquets to ease…

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Anchor-less Ships & Stray Thoughts

Don’t pray for love, just ask the lonely The ones with all the moneyand no relief No release There’s tenderness between the manicurist and the hand crustedwith need. How the lonely so vividlydreams. The sound of musicPhysics in motion Emitting emotions Affectionate lust “I must have you mister” A smile erupts beforeshe sddles up Back…

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Flux Parking Lot

My bowl is broken There’s a crack at the tip A splinter where my lips go My bowl is broken, but I slide my lips against the chip to inhale my joy I know with the slightest movement, or a reckless caress, blood will run. I inhale and I’m 20 again My hips in your…

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Standing in Liminality

If you are your only audience what does that change? What does that change in how you act, how you think about yourself? What does that change in your work if you just remove the idea of anyone else being a witness and you witness yourself? Weed is one of my favorite things in the…

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Hot Guy at Work

That day I wore red lipstick (under my mask) with bomb ass smoky eyes. I looked so good that I wanted to fuck me. At the office one of my coworkers had a super hot jujitsu playmate walking around with him. My girlfriend and I convened in convenient locations to gather glances of him and…

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Reclaiming My Time

The thing about you is everything is always about you. I refuse to be tasked with helping you hold on to your sanity when I can barely hold on to mine. You haven’t a clue how I suffer, the horrors I’ve endured while trying to self soothe. You don’t know the ache that plagues my…

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Sacred Ground

A sanctuary in Thailand where you really want to kiss him, touch him, love him. But you can’t out of respect for the monks, the chapel, the sacred grounds. The desire is overwhelming. You look at him – his goofy hair cut, his adorable smile with crooked teeth. You look at him and you feel…

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Lancelot, I Cannot

I can’t help but to fallFall into your the taste of your touch Touch myself to thoughts of your tongue Witness youDeep inside my wetnessThe noises our senses deliver I can’t help but to fall Falling for the thought of youFalling for the thrill of you I fall for a taste of youI fall for…

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Who Taught You?

In my younger years desire would call out to me. And I, a puppy greyhound, could not turn away from the pull. I would touch myself in ways that felt good instinctively. No one taught me to do it, I just stumbled upon my bliss. I remember bringing myself close to orgasm and stopping before…

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Glossary of Fuckboy Types

With the decade of my twenties almost behind me, I find myself reflecting on the men I’ve encountered along the way. There have been great guys, mediocre guys, and Ivan the Terrible. After each problematic man I remember thinking, “damn I wish someone warned me about guys like that…”

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King Black

I tried to play it cool, but when I learned the circumference of his cock, I was dripping hot, wild, and raging. Thick like a wrist I’d eagerly stretch for. Looking at you alone is enough, but your face buried in my pussy like a mango? FUCK. My favorite is when you look up and…

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Desecrate & Dissociate

More than anything, we’re starved for hope right now. After finally making my way back to my body, boldly finding power in pleasure, again I’m forced to step out of myself. I’m reminded of my blackness and the presumption of guilt and inferiority this society assigned to me.

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A Desire that Hasn’t Been Named

With the Covid crisis in full swing, lone wolf Cath is forced to quarantine with displaced family members. Living with others is totally new to Cath, who usually stores lube like coasters on all her side tables. Sixteen days in, she’s desperate for an orgasm. Uninterrupted pleasure has been elusive with others constantly around. She…

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Office Heat, 4

As Patrick’s face inched closer to the wet fabric, a heightened sense of alertness washed over him. Running her hands through his hair, Eve looked down at him and bit her lips. Her stomach muscles tightened and her senses sharpened. The room brightened as his kiss landed on the velvety softness of her inner thigh.…

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Penis Problems

He sat at the edge of the bed with his back towards me. Upset. I could feel it in the air. Tension and stiffness everywhere but the place he wanted it most. He looked down at the flaccid meat between his thighs with disgust. I felt sorry for him, but he would not accept the…

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Anticipation, Pt 1

It had been 10 long days apart from my man, and my body was delirious with want. His flight landed in Orlando and after a few hours of driving, he was at my door. His hair was cut lower than usual, his beard looked freshly trimmed, his ass nice and firm in his blue jeans,…

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Modern Romance, Pt 1

Getting back into the dating scene was a bit intimidating, but since my hunger for dick and pussy was stronger than my fear of rejection I jumped on OK Cupid. The app was nothing like it was a couple years ago – swipe culture infected it. I went ahead and purchased the premium subscription so…

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Long D

I’m not as sex driven as I once imagined. The truth is I could have a long distance relationship where we seldom have sex. One relationship in particular comes to mind – my time with Rick, the photographer from California. We met on Instagram. His breathtaking photos were always accompanied by bare bones poetry on…

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Dying in My Dreams

My aim is to no longer dream of my own destruction, for when I do I live in fear. And to live in fear is to stand still at the bottom of a Ferris wheel during a blood moon festival. To live in fear is to stand still at a November carnival. They come and…

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5 Reasons to Date Older Men

Who would have guessed that Dating Services would become a multibillion dollar a year industry? Nowadays we’re more desperate for love and companionship than ever before and with the Internet Revolution in full swing, finding a date is as easy as downloading an app and swiping right. Sadly, the dating ground is a mind-fuck of…

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The media is hyper-focused on creating fear, uncertainty, and doubt about what Brett Kavanaugh’s appointment could mean for Roe v. Wade and abortion rights. According to their narrative, women are fucked.

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Pizza & Failed Seduction

He loved to feed me while feasting on me. I remember he ordered my favorite bacon and pineapple four corner pizza and invited me over for dinner. Upon entering his I noticed the table was prepared for me. There was a napkin, a wine glass, a bottle of my favorite wine, a packed bowl, and…

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Dirty Dancing in DC

Darnell ignited a fire in me that I forgot I possessed. His body against mine felt devine. Elegantly sculpted, firm, young, agile. He laid lust and raw energy on my lips when he kissed me. I was so consumed by my desire for him that my hands found their way to his muscular glutes and…

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On Calling Him Daddy

I pride myself on being a particularly sexual person. An adventurer, a group sex lover, and an agile performer who gets wet at the thought of outdoor sex where other people might see me. The only hang up I have around sex is when a male partner wants me to call him Daddy.

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Penis Problems

There is nothing worse than hearing for weeks and weeks precisely how someone would like to fuck you then finding out they actually can’t perform. A recent partner had this detailed fantasy about tasting me in the shower then fucking me on all fours from behind.

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Office Heat (Part 3)

By the end of the week Mr. Montgomery was present but absent, tirelessly thinking of Eve. “If work comes first when do I?” He was too transfixed to bother her about the proposal so Eve worked in blissful solitude, some days not leaving her office at all.

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Office Heat (Part 2)

Mr. Montgomery finally finds the strength to leave his chair. Still tormented by the encounter, he paces back and forth in front of his floor to ceiling office window. The legal ramifications alone of getting involved with a subordinate distress him. “Yes, the legal aspects, that’s it!” His dick grows harder. She has limited work…

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Office Heat (Part I)

He calls her in his office for the third time today. Arms crossed, ass slightly planted on the edge of his desk, he’s positioned in front of her intended seat. Exasperated, she goes to him. She lingers in the doorway with one hand on the wall    “Yes, Mr. Montgomery?”

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